Don't do anything, what you think is right! Only do, what feels right!
Check the first steps of the rewritten bible for example. It's all there, you own it all! Still. It's simply hidden deep inside of you – behind the over-control of your life by your mental madness. Re-discover your inner child, and you are there!
(what some grown-up told you, what you read somewhere) you might have to teach them. Forget it all – and see, what happens :)